HELLO

i was eating chocolate in th kitchen when 2 big cockroaches appear! damn i feel like killing it but i hate t see it being smacked or squashed! eeeeeww. eventually i showed a middle finger cos liesa asked me to kill it n she interrupted me when i was eating! u kno how i get mad when ppl interrupt me in th mid of smthg! im not scared of em im jst a lil excited i dnt kno y. n i hurt myself by running away frm th cockroach n hitting my arm onto th kitchen door! GOD..

th best thing is,

tht pest didnt fly..

hell yeah

sometimes you have to run away

so you can see who will run after you

sometimes you have to talk quieter

so you can see whos actually listening

sometimes you have to take a step back

just to see whos still by your side

sometimes you make a wrong decision

just to see whos there when all falls down

&& sometimes you have to let the one you love go

just to see if they love you enough to come back

when ure at th back, u back up

when ure in front, u shut up

When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears
inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands
And watch you rise

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And I truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I can't pretend these tears
Aren't over flowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way
it feels to fly

yay to puppies

thts Dolomite!

im real mad at someone rght now

where did i go wrong

even tho ure nt my lover
even tho ure nt my friend

i wld give my all
to have u here
jst to hold u once again

d-d-d-dara

heh

gaydar

i dnt kno

___ is sucha major turn off

yo? tell me wht u kno tht i dnt

when will it b when someone finally

understands me n do smthg bout it

well u cld atleast ask me

urgh

ive been w guys tht wana get crious w me

n they'v all last in less than 2 yrs

well yeah of cos i did hav fun

but not THAT fun

at th end of th day,

i screw evrythg up

n i dnt c wher th rship is gg

i realy cant understand my purpose being w u

y cant i hav wht i want

tsk

im damn tired of eating

th least i cld do is avoid fast food..

do u get wht i mean?!